JourneyOfMyLife

Waiting In Vain

2011-05-21T23:55:00.000-07:00

I have been uneasy this whole week... Went for beer session for the 2 days straight night after night... Haizz!!! drinking is fun but still can reduce the feeling I had inside... Boys are indeed mysterious and scary at times, given time the people can turn a new leaf over...

Drink so much but still can't forget you... From the night I told you everything, I still liked you until now... I tried to forget but I can't because you are the one who implanted the chip and removing it juz like that... I, somehow feel like we are avoiding each other.... I don't know you are refering to me anot whatever message you post at your wall...

Why not give people a chance to know what you are thinking inside... Pilling, Compressing and Mashing all one.... I really want you to know what your going through... I just can't help myself seeing you like this... I know your social network is big but I don't give a damn because I like you for who you are.....

At first, I indeed felt something but then when I understand the true meaning... I don't care about all those... I know you are going through a string of selection too but I myself am crazy for you....

You can say boys are mysterious and scary but girls also do because we have instinct... The guy just wants to seek their happiness and girls too... Tell me how many guys are willing to turn a new leaf for a person... They don't do that unless they seek something out from something...

Everyday, you are running through my mind... I want wake up and the last you could think of when you are off to bed... Here I am, posting my problems yet if you c0uld just let me be the one...

Is it too hard to tell you that I like you... Sometimes I question the God existence... Is this world even fair or is it me who is just being push aside whenever I have this problem...

Movies and Reality

2011-03-17T12:38:00.000-07:00

No matter how much money I've spend with you, I don't mind.... I just want to let you know I'll be waiting for you.... I do it because I love everything about you... I hope u can see that.... Certainly, money is the factor but I know there's something I must do.... Thou I failed, I wont give up...

I have learnt the meaning of giving up and letting go.... You are my purpose that I'm not giving up.. Even being the time with you is short, but I wish I can be yours...

Now in here writing my blog and listening so many love songs in the radio which my roommate forgets to turn off his radio....

I wish you can give me positive feedback... I'm not giving up now and not backing down.... I come for a purpose and given the opportunity, I shall use every each one like it's my last one... God, make my prays be heard.. =)

When You Are Single For Too Long

2011-03-04T02:38:00.000-08:00

一个人单身久了
when you are single for too long

会懒得恋爱

you will feel 'lazy' to be in a relationship again

一个人单身久了

when you are single for too long

朋友会越重要

friends are becoming more and more important

一个人单身久了

when you are single for too long

会越来越喜欢听歌

listening to songs will become a major hobby to you

一个人单身久了

when you are single for too long

电话会常常忘记带

you will often forget to bring your cellphone along with you

一个人单身久了

when you are single for too long

就会养成一个怪癖

it will develop into a weird habit

一个人单身久了

when you are single for too long

对爱情会越来越挑剔

you will become more picky/choosy when it comes to love

一个人单身久了

when you are single for too long

除了寂寞点外

besides feeling lonely sometimes

还是蛮开心的

actually,it is kinda happy too

一个人单身久了

when you are single for too long

会慢慢变得成熟起来

you will slowly start to get mature

一个人单身久了

when you are single for too long

会比以前更爱父母

you will love your parents even more that last time

更重视亲情

and cherish your relationship with your family members

一个人单身久了

when you are single for too long

对所有的节日大多没什么期待

you don't really bother much about those special days of the year

一个人单身久了

when you are single for too long

看到别人一对对的很甜蜜

seeing others who are in a sweet relationship with their lover

心里多少还是会有些介意

somehow,your heart feels disturbed

一个人单身久了

when you are single for too long

会喜欢买很多鞋子

you will start to loving buying more shoes

带自己去很多很远的地方

so that they can bring you to faraway places

一个人单身久了

when you are single for too long

会觉得无拘无束自由自在

you will have so much freedom

一个人单身久了

when you are single for too long

爱情会变得越来越不重要

love is becoming less important

取而代之的是钱和事业

and being replaced by money and career

一个人单身久了

when you are single for too long

会越来越理性

you will become more rational

越来越现实

and down-to-earth

一个人单身久了

when you are single for too long

是很幸福的时光

it is actually a blissful moment

虽然有一点点无聊和寂寞

although you will face some emptiness and loneliness

但是游走在自己的街道上

but walking on your own street

什么都可以无所谓

everything is no longer a matter to you

没有任何束缚

and there is nothing to control you

即使很多人都在疑惑

often many people will question

"你为什么没有告别一个人的时光?"

'why don't you kiss the single life goodbye?'

因为……

because.......

一个人单身久了

when you are single for too long

会上瘾的

you will get addicted

*chinese version is not written by me*

cheers to those who are still single!

life...

2010-10-26T09:37:00.000-07:00

well, here's me again after so long since I was last posted my update.... Finding a right soul mate partner is never that easy... Yet those who found it are those who have worked so hard to gave in to everything.... Learning to accept everything that has been planned by God and living your life...

Life don't have to be depends on being with the person you love... Not being with that person but indirectly wishing her to be safe and sound is already enough...

If we are really meant to be together, then it's fated or else juz pass on with your life.... Of course not being with the person you want hurt but life is just another chapter.... Look forward and smile everyday..!!

"It's so easy, To think about Love, To Talk about Love, To wish for Love, But it's not always easy, To recognize Love, Even when we hold it.... In our hands." (By Jaka)

I can finally open up my past and forget what has happen before.... "Keep the good memories and forget the past; that's how I motivate myself to move on"

"There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved." (By George Sand)

I know that I'm not alone.... Even though I have problems in class, but I know I still have my parents....

Of course being with friends also a pleasant thing.... I am happy to have you all as my classmates... My mandarin is becoming a problem day by day and harder to communicate.....
Now looking back it's been one year already and we are graduating soon.....

Dear classmates, thanks for everything..... For sharing, inviting and many more with me.... If you all can hear my out, this is me saying

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!!!

Ups & Downs

2010-10-07T10:15:00.000-07:00

Ever felt like when u were thrown aside especially in a group activity.... The groups u used to join and have fun with but now all that's left is just memory.....

People often who they forget their are when they are someone else... I'm just happy but some people seem to bring me down.... I can't continue to like dis... I want to tell them but afraid to hurt their feeling... How can I approach this matter?

I'm satisfied but no matter how much I hold back.... Being the one who always help tend 2 make me lose even more.....

Although we can smile when no one smile bek, but da world seem to change nowadays..... When u smile, dey tend to smile(in an evil way).....

In short, they just use you when they need u...... When you are in need of return, they will look to other place..... I know it's nothing as long as we think positive but you never seem to look at that way....

Correction

2010-09-23T11:39:00.000-07:00

Not drugs... That will be destroying my life... Life is full of surprises and I haven't experience enough yet... Do something more with drinking... Nice!

Things That Are Left Unsaid

2010-09-23T10:37:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I just feel by doing good thing is just a waste... Why can't some people see the good I do instead of shooting back at me... Recently I just bought a PS3 and parents are just like the way they are when they disagree on something..... I admit it's my mistake for not telling earlier... But what if I told earlier, what you all do... You all will just object it anyways... So I plan 2 buy it and let you all find out later.... You all always tell me to like why don't you use the money to belanja your family.... I can't blame myself for being a technology type of person...

The reason I buy the console is so that I can play my favorite game title and also the whole family can enjoy the high quality of HDMI films... I trying to move us to the next generation technology... For that reason I also kena.... If I didn't think of the family, I won't put the console outside and I will instead put at my room....

I'm just trying to make everyone happy... At least I can't help by treating food but I spend my $$$ on machine for you all to high end movies.... Well you've push to my limit... And even worst you don't let me plug it there so FINE....
From tomorrow onwards, I will put it at my room... I swear I will be more selfish than ever.... For all the good thing I do, I vow not to share anything anymore... I felt hurt cause by sharing also I lost...

For your info, I just will keep all the things to myself... Do you know how sucks is it to lost hope and failure keeps happening on what you are trying to get the trust & LOVE from you all.,,, The things I own now will be mine only.... You've push my limit & I reach my boundary....

You should consider lucky because I don't use my $$$ to club... I know how & where to spend my money on at least.... And who says video games are not for 21 years and above... It's better than you take drugs or wasting it on alcoholic issues... Maybe I should... If that's wha you think grown up should do...

The PS3 is the thing I also want for a long time... Many people have their interest... Imagine if you like baking or playing golf, and I as the parents it's not encouraged to do... Playing games can enhanced our mind...

I thought getting this console can enable us to relax ourselves.... All that I do I just regretted... These time I try to do the things the other way...

I knw you want us to save our $$$... For your info, I did...

Laslty before I go off, I've been wishing to have a parents like cousin... I know things are hard to achieve but if you have the courage & determination surely you will get the things you win... I won't be the boy you used to know.... Don't blame me for the change.... I just trying to who I am and for the family... Now let's take it the other way around...

21.......

2010-05-12T09:29:00.000-07:00

finally the day come..... I am 21 years old already..... What a day for me today..... I felt so happy cause many bday greeting juz cum in non-stop..... Thou I cant go to Langkawi to celebrate wif my classmates, I knw I can choose only one.... I received lots of bday greetings from frenz..... For the 1st time I feel not so alone.... I know I wont be alone to fight this war..... There are frenz around who am in need and I will try my best to repay them..... Teacher owes say, respect others to be respected.... I learned that by respecting others will make others respect u too.... I will continue to curb my arrogantness.... And Just be myself..... Nthing to difficult to achieve if there's sacrifice, there's victory at the end..... Think positive and always be stand by your point..... I will keep everyone updated next time....

Here's me signing off.... Too tired.... Gud nite.... =D

Selfishness+ Pathetic

2010-04-30T08:13:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I just don't know how 2 tell people my problems...
Maybe it's best to just keep all in the heart and just store it inside....

I learned that people just be there 4 u when dey nid u....
When dey don't nid you, they just abandoned you aside.....
Even if you are shouting help while you are drowning oso no one is able to hear your call.... Yet another day goes, as I try to lift up and begin to float again.... The current of sea rise day by day.... It's never easy 4 me....

Seeing all my friend go Langkawi makes me sad... Not that I can't go just that is hard 4 me to partner 2 share a room..... I just don't know how long I can remain like this.... I can't help to see all my frenz go enjoy in Langkawi while I sit at home here and do nthing..... Haizzzzzz

Wounded Soldier

2010-04-27T07:25:00.001-07:00

I feel so wounded yet so lost... Recently, I found out that I'm in love again..... I realized when I used to have you, my world is all at peace.... I wan 2 be a more different person in the coming semester....

Ever trying so hard to be with a person and that person don't even know that appreciate what you are trying to pull out.... U can do anything but all you end up is failure right in front of your eye.... It's in a second everything's turn to sand in one blink of an eye....

I kept telling myself nothing is ever to hard to achieve and I know as long as I can find a way to make 2 become 1.... I hope I can end this suffering....

I don't wanna be become a strong and brave soldier anynore cause I know I can't fight this war alone... It's time to make something happen.... Cheer Up and The Road Will be Straight Again.....

Old Times...

2010-04-10T06:11:00.000-07:00

Recently, I just saw my primary school photo after so many years....
There's has been so many changes in since I was in primary 5 until now.... hehe
At that, I was 11 years and now is almost 21 already.... Time past really fast....

Then, I managed to chat wif one of my secondary school mate that day.... After so long, he still remember me.... But? Well, even it's for short while, I think it's worth it....

This year already 21.... I wish I can meet up with all my secondary school frenz again.... It's been so long since I've contacted them... I miss all the secondary school memories..... For this year bday, I will try to get everyone together again...
I havent been in contact since I left school... I want to make my 21st bday just like 1st bday celebration when I was in form 1.... But instead I want it bigger and more fun.... Hopefully it can be successful.... I just miss all my secondary and primary school frenz....

Forget whatever damage that has been inflicted, look forward to the coming years ahead....

Crazy Day....

2010-03-29T09:54:00.000-07:00

I really don't know what happening to me today........ 1st I feel love by everyone den in a second i lost everything.... Went to Times Square today and straight to Neway....
Wow! Enjoyed myself in there..... Bought something for someone.... She was really happy... Glad to see her happy.... Seeing other ppl happy makes me happy too... But how much happiness can you take in???

She look very gud in that outfit..... =D Will you be wearing to the club???? haha lolxx

I want to try my best 2 happy again even thou the clouds illuminating my days...... Maybe I'm honest enough.... I should learn to be more honest when it comes to treating friends..... Sorry all my friends if I didn't do enough to treat you all better....

Goodbyes'

2010-03-26T07:47:00.000-07:00

Life is full of happiness and sorrow..... I'm the type of person who likes to make new friends but I personally hate goodbyes.... I just regret about my past.... Now I am a new turn leaf.... I'm enjoying myself and having more friends now.... God it's really fair when it comes to judging a person's luck(what goes around comes around).... Time pass really fast this semester... Yet I haven't been achieving the goals that I am aiming for..... There's so many goals to achieve yet so little time to left to do.... Nvm, I'll just sit and go with the flow with lots of prayers hoping that I can get the things I really want... ^^

A New Life...

2010-03-08T11:54:00.000-08:00

I would like to thank Jocelyn for chatting with me throughout the whole night.... I must admit that she's younger than me, but she seems so strong and mature...

She taught me a chinese word today, 没有人和你一样，所以你不需要什么都跟别人比较....

I feel the confidence again to start the things that I've stop....
I know that I'm ready for a new start....

-I Won't Give Up Easily From Now On
-I Will Continue To Cheer Everyone Up, Especially Myself
-I Will Always Treasure My Moments I Had In Life
-I Know I Will Be Alone But With The Support From Friends, Parents and Someone; I Can Succeed What I Want In Life
-I Shall Continue My Life And Look What's Beyond The Other World
-I Won't Let A Simple Breakdown Bring Me Down

I shall forget the past and look forward for what's ahead of me in life.... I can't let a simple break-up bring me down... I know that someday I must a start a new ones and forget the past. I shall keep searching until I find the right ones...

This message is personally to you, Jocelyn....

I'm sorry for pulling you throughtout the whole night... If you didn't get enough sleep, you can blame me for that.... xD....

Sleep Well
Sweet Dreams
May God Bless You

As for me, my blogging stops here.... Till then I will tell you about the new life of my comings in the coming days.....

Unstable Day....

2010-03-05T06:32:00.000-08:00

I feel so lost and for the 1st time I don't know how to react.... Falling my friend hadn't been so easy 4 me these few day..... I juz can't stop thinking about her... Too be honest, I just wanted to hold her and tell her everything's going to be ok but I feel there's a barrier stopping me from doing so.... I really want her to know how I feel but I'm not ready for a new start again.... haizz....

Countdown to Chinese New Year

2010-02-10T07:23:00.000-08:00

Haizz.... As usual, went to work today.... No sales today.... Got many customer but none want to buy.... Don't worry, tomorrow sales will be better...... Everyday go work juz do the same thing oni..... So bored...... Thankfully, got friendly colleague.... Chatted with them and joke.....

Chinese New Year is 4 days from now on.....

Day By Day

2010-02-07T07:20:00.000-08:00

It's been so long since I've touched my blog.... These few days I have not been myself... So many things occured... I'm not strong to go through this life.... I dun wan to go on like dis....

For example, my dad and I.... We hadn't been talking so much.... I just hate it for the fact that he's saying me.... I find it very hard to prove to any1....

Secondly, I really don't know who to turn my problems to... Thou it's has been 6 months since my last break-up, I feel that I'm not ready to commit into a new relationship yet to get involve again....

Hurm.... Maybe God haven't send me the right one yet.... Finding a job is the best for me... Earning some money is the better thing for me....

Be strong everything will be over soon....

A New Year...

2010-01-02T04:39:00.000-08:00

It's like just yesterday was 2009.... Now it's 2010 already.... The time pass so fast dis year..... For this new year, I've got a couple 2 of resolution to be made....

-clear all my exam papers before I enter my 2nd year
-wishing for my miracles
-aiming to get My Dell Studio Laptop
-learning a new language

That's about all my resolution so far....

I hurt the same person twice..... It's not a big deal but det person is the person i've been eyeing since the first day..... Haizz..... I'm lost....

Being a guy, i think I have go to her and say sorry... Well perhaps, I should and I will do it once i get back to college.....

Tiring but Exciting Day

2009-12-20T10:02:00.000-08:00

I woke up at 9am today.... I prepare and waited for Iverson(my hen dai) to come. He reach at 10.45am.... then, we went to a "Bak Kut Teh" in Bukit Tinggi.... I met Uncle James and family... We began settling and begin our breakfast meal....

Ate Ate Ate.................................................... SO FULL MY Tummy!!!

Went to pay the money but Uncle James paid for the meal..... Wat a free meal!!!!!!!!!! Said thx anyways and left to Aeon Bukit Tinggi....

In there, we decided to watch a movie... At first, we decide on "Avatar"..... As it was full loads of people, we change to "Bodyguards And Assassin"..... Not bad movie but still prefer Avatar.... hahaha lolxxxx. Bought the ticket and waited for the time to past..... Went to the arcade then to the Ipod Store.... In there, meet Iverson's friend, Lilian.....

I don't know y my heart is pounding when i'm close to her......

Is my heart trying to tell me something???

We chatted and chatted and I make a new friend today...... xD

Soon, it was time for movie... Went in the theatre room and shows starts at the same time...... However, I was like in two places at one time.... One of self is watching the show and one more is still left at the Ipod Store..... hahaha lolxxx.

At 4.40pm the show ended and we decide to go back.... Today, i was totally tired and at the same thing happy as I n Iverson haven't hang out this long since last 2 semesters ago....

* To my certificate buddies, here's a shout out to u alll: I Miss You Guys.... Hope to meet you again soon...

Recently, I've been hearing "Belle of the Boulevard by Dashboard Confessional"

DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL - Belle Of The Boulevard lyrics

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you from sinking
It's a long way down
It's a long way

Back like you never broke
You tell a dirty joke
He touches your leg and thinks he's getting close
For now you let him just this once
Just for now
And just like that - it's over

[Chorus:]
Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard for the belle of the boulevard

In all your silver rings
And all your silken things
That song you softly sing - is keeping you from breaking
It's a long way down
It's a long way
Back here you never loved
You've shaked the shivers off
You take a drink to get your courage up
Can you believe it
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over

[Chorus]

Please hold on - it's alright
Please hold on - it's alright
Please hold on

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you

[Chorus x2]

I was mesmerized when i saw this photo.....

-Results shows and by waiting for someone, a new relationship can be started that's why people "If you Love someone, let it be for it will come to you... If she/he don't come back means he/she is not the right one...... From now on, I will enjoy myself and juz wait for the luck to come by....

"Love happens when you at least expect it"

Time Time Time

2009-12-14T07:42:00.000-08:00

The Saltwater Room by Owl City

I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the planes that aren’t there anymore
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
Like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently before
You happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue: farewell
With your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Can you believe that the crew has gone and wouldn’t let me sign on
All my islands have sunk in the deep, so I can hardly relax or even oversleep
I feel as if I were home some nights, when we count all the ship lights
I guess I'll never know why sparrows love the snow
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
We’ll turn out all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow

So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time.

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time

*thanks for everything, especially my buddy....*

Time can really change everything... Give it time and changes can be seen.... Maybe I should apply this for relationship matter.... Who knows things will work??? ;-)
Appreciate time or you end up losing all everything.... Yee Rou, thank you...

2009-12-06T06:37:00.000-08:00

Low Shoulder - Through The Trees Lyrics

All alone in an empty room
nothing left but the memories of when I had my best frIend
I don't know how we ended up here
I don't know but it's never been so clear
We made a mistake, dear.
And I see the broken glass in front of me
I see your shadow hangIng over me
and your face, I can see...

Through the trees
I wIll find you;
I wIll heal the ruins left inside you
cuz I'm stIll here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathIng now...
untIl I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees

I remember how we used to talk
about the places we would go when we were off
and all that we were gonna find.
And I remember our seeds grow
and how you cried when you saw
the first leaves show.
The love was pouring from your eyes.

So can you see
the branches hanging over me?
Can you see
the love you left inside of me?
in my face
can you see?

Through the trees
I will find you;
I will heal the ruins left inside you.
Cuz I'm still here breathing now
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees.

Cuz you're not coming back
And you're not coming back
No-oo.. No-oo.. No
You're not coming back...
You're not coming back...

Take my breath as your own
Take my eyes to guide you home

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'ms till here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here...

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..

But you're not coming back.
And you're not coming back.
Cuz you're not coming back
until I'm set free
Go quiet through the trees.

today....

2009-12-06T06:28:00.000-08:00

as usual, woke up..... I went downstairs to find my breakfast....
but nothing there's waited for my mum to bring back....
Went back to my room and started my Nintendo Wii... haha.
kinda nice for a small machine... haha lolxx
then kena lecture.... aiyoyo....

Back to basics where I am now.... Here I am writing my blog....
Waiting, waiting and waiting....
I couldn't forget last week.... I always keep remembering of da incident det hurt my fren....

Buddy dis is a msg 2 u....

I guess you really dun wan me 2 act bad.... I'm really sorry bout det.... Well, if det's not enuf, maybe your idea is right..... Haizz

The feeling of losing someone who always console you is not so nice... I telling myself 2 be thinking positive and everything I try, sometimes bad tend to occur....

Preparing my grandmother's prayers tomorrow.... Hopefully my buddy and Her fren alright.....

2009-11-30T08:06:00.001-08:00

"What was everything is always nothing when it's gone."

Another Day....

2009-11-16T07:40:00.001-08:00

Hi Everyone.... Finally I'm bek to my world....
Today I had my mid term for mass media paper..... Didn't study enough....
Well pass ady..... studying hard for this mass media paper ady...
Love is a complicated thing.... Haizz....

I got a nice Quote to share....

They asked, "how does it feel to love someone who loves someone else?" After a deep breath, I answered, "It's like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace, the more it hurts..."

Based on the Quote, I'm in the situation now.... Well, maybe it's not mine for the taken.... I drowning in the sea..... Can anyone save me from drowning???

Boring Day.....

2009-11-10T08:05:00.000-08:00

Days pass.... I'm still surviving... haha
Well, today the whole class I had today is cancelled....
Went to Pandan Indah with Kitz to conduct tuisyen with his friend....
After that, come back to sleep as we didnt have enuf sleep last nite..
Sleep till 9pm.... I woke up for dinner... Ate "Fa Tiew Chicken Rice"... Yum Yum
Time pass, it's now midnight ady so fast... I learned that time pass very fast and u cant change the things that have happen... Don't put so much expection on something or you end up losing all.... It's not easy to bring back the things that you have lost
all everything you have.... Hopefully 2molo's a better day.... Think +ve and the result shows and you nothing to lose.... Good nite.....

A New Day.............

2009-11-09T12:43:00.002-08:00

To start things off, I woke up today as usual. Getting ready for college...
Reach to the college almost 1.40pm. I went to class immediately as so as
I reach there (well I was a bit late)... I had my PR presentation today...
After the presentation and a few discussion, the class ended.... I went back
home straight after that... I took a short nap till 8pm... As soon as I
woke up, I contacted Kitz to go out as he's the organiser.... We went out to
Pavilion to watch a movie together with 2 gals... The movie that we
choose for the day is “Phobia 2”.....

In the theatre room, there were four of us... Kitz sit at the most left end followed by his friend (forget her name :D) , Eireen and ME of course... Well, the movie was scary and funny at the same time.... I totally enjoyed myself today in the cinema... After the movie, we all went back. On the way back, we were stopped by the police.... Haizz.. So unlucky... -.-'''

Forget about that incident, as I was saying I was enjoying myself rite... I sat next to Eireen (she’s the best friend of Wei Ting from my class)... She’s studying in the same course with me but we are from the different class... I knw her for some time ady... Well the moon is half today and I’m waiting for the other half to form... If the other half is formed, then the maybe a new moon will born... For now, I will just wait for the moon to change.... Lastly, thank you all my friend for this wonderful day I had today.... See you guyz soon....

A Mixture of Sadness and Happiness

2009-11-08T08:55:00.000-08:00

My Sadness :(

As usual, I woke up early today.... Getting ready to go the funeral...
Reach there around 9am like that... So tired(as a result of sleeping late: 4am) xD
We begin da praying ceremony as soon as we reach there....
Thou I'm tired, but i tell myself to pay the last respect.
I'm actually quite sad that my grandmother....
I remember last wednesday when I was enjoying myself in da class
then suddenly my dad call me on the hp saying that
"your grandfather is pass away ady, plz come back home"(it was as thou a nuclear bomb just struck me from behind). Back to reality, I hope I went back that det day.
Since da incident pass ady, I will try my best to get over my grandma.... I

My Happiness :D

I'm really happy in college these weeks as I felt so much friendz that are caring....
Whenever I have problems, they help me thru... Thx for colouring my
life with colours.... Hehe.. Can you imagine being in a world without any friendz?
I used to experience it once but I learned from mistake in short,
once bitten twice shy... I feel happier going to college nowadays...
Having ppl to laughat my joke is a best way to cheer them up....

Although I'm happy, I'm still hoping for a miracle to happen once again....
(Praying Hard)

Missing The Feeling
- of being loved
-of being missed
-of being togetherness
-of holding HER hand
-of wiping her tears
-of kissing her everynite before going to bed

* Lastly, Cheer Up, there's someone waiting 4 u without u knowing... :p

My First Blogging Day......

2009-11-07T10:09:00.000-08:00

Hihi Guyz and Gals...
Well 2day dis is my 1st time blogging.... haha... xD
Today is just a simple day..... I juz stayed at home at least....
Start da morning with my breakfast.... Then I went logging in my facebook.... ==
After that, I just serve the web... hahaha... and chatted wit Wey Ru(my coursemate)
She explained 2 me her b'day today and she enjoys herself....
I chatted wit her till evening.... Took a short nap and then had my dinner....
Went to my grandfather right after det.... Here I am in his house now till 2molo.... hehe....
2molo i'll be going to the funeral again to visit my grandmother.... :(
Anyways, I will keep u all updated about 2molo's plan.... C u soon..... haha