Things That Are Left Unsaid

Sometimes, I just feel by doing good thing is just a waste... Why can't some people see the good I do instead of shooting back at me... Recently I just bought a PS3 and parents are just like the way they are when they disagree on something..... I admit it's my mistake for not telling earlier... But what if I told earlier, what you all do... You all will just object it anyways... So I plan 2 buy it and let you all find out later.... You all always tell me to like why don't you use the money to belanja your family.... I can't blame myself for being a technology type of person...

The reason I buy the console is so that I can play my favorite game title and also the whole family can enjoy the high quality of HDMI films... I trying to move us to the next generation technology... For that reason I also kena.... If I didn't think of the family, I won't put the console outside and I will instead put at my room....

I'm just trying to make everyone happy... At least I can't help by treating food but I spend my $$$ on machine for you all to high end movies.... Well you've push to my limit... And even worst you don't let me plug it there so FINE....
From tomorrow onwards, I will put it at my room... I swear I will be more selfish than ever.... For all the good thing I do, I vow not to share anything anymore... I felt hurt cause by sharing also I lost...

For your info, I just will keep all the things to myself... Do you know how sucks is it to lost hope and failure keeps happening on what you are trying to get the trust & LOVE from you all.,,, The things I own now will be mine only.... You've push my limit & I reach my boundary....

You should consider lucky because I don't use my $$$ to club... I know how & where to spend my money on at least.... And who says video games are not for 21 years and above... It's better than you take drugs or wasting it on alcoholic issues... Maybe I should... If that's wha you think grown up should do...

The PS3 is the thing I also want for a long time... Many people have their interest... Imagine if you like baking or playing golf, and I as the parents it's not encouraged to do... Playing games can enhanced our mind...

I thought getting this console can enable us to relax ourselves.... All that I do I just regretted... These time I try to do the things the other way...

I knw you want us to save our $$$... For your info, I did...

Laslty before I go off, I've been wishing to have a parents like cousin... I know things are hard to achieve but if you have the courage & determination surely you will get the things you win... I won't be the boy you used to know.... Don't blame me for the change.... I just trying to who I am and for the family... Now let's take it the other way around...