Unstable Day....

I feel so lost and for the 1st time I don't know how to react.... Falling my friend hadn't been so easy 4 me these few day..... I juz can't stop thinking about her... Too be honest, I just wanted to hold her and tell her everything's going to be ok but I feel there's a barrier stopping me from doing so.... I really want her to know how I feel but I'm not ready for a new start again.... haizz....